Date:
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Time:
4:26 AM
Seperation from a deared object.
Hi its me again. This blog entry goes out to my treasured Fujitsu laptop which has been confiscated by my mother( which i hope does not read this entry ). Well it just so happens that sometimes, when i actually do work, my parents do not do a spot check and when i'm slacking, (60% of the time) they catch me using the computer. Talk about injustice! Well this goes out to my other point, because somehow I feel that having the computer in front of me in fact helps me to concentrate better, I do not know in tarnation's name how, but, there is this certain feeling that makes me study be
tter.
Without the computer in front of me, there is this uneasyness that beholds in my mind, sort off makes me lose concentration and day-dream. I know that my parents take away my 'assets' because as an act of love but i just want them to, relax and let my 'hardworking-ness' do its job.
Still, i understand how my parents feel because i am a natural born slacker, not very proud of it. I think the problem with me is the lack of determination, the will to drive, but i think when doing homework, i lack the guts; for example, when i feel that i am not very certain about the answer, i will just give up.
Well even though i am using my mother's laptop now, i wait in hunger for when the CA's(continual assessment) to be over when i think i can retrieve my laptop back. That is all for today's entry, have a good day.
Regards,
Sen.